Everyday seems the same to me. Waking up, late, not being able to sleep much.
Everytime my eye closes, images of you keep flippin through my head.
Am I crazy? I wish i was.
Today i asked myself. Why live when I'm in such pain? Why?
First thought was like, no balls to end my pain. LOL.
Your just like a bitch and an emotional abuser.
Your in the wrong, yet I don't know why I myself is in a fucking self-deprecating state.
Or do I need to work on my self esteem?
In our little game of deceit, we both managed to lie to each other so much, that words seems to be failing me.
I thought I could play on, with the thought on my mind, that you don't matter to me at all.
Or am I trying to delay the inevitable?
But that's the past. I gotta move on, w/ or w/o you.
Bye.
PS: I still can't figure out 23 yo and 20 yo mentality got what difference. -_-
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