Monday, June 29, 2009

Wtf.

Tomorrows my Public Speaking presentation, and i was looking for my fucking msword speech. I couldn't find it, and decided to check my hotmail sent outbox, cause i sent it to my teacher once. And i found it.

Upon finding the fucking msword shit. Something intrigued me. It was an old email to a girl like 2 years ago.

Well, i don't think i got the rights to mention who she was, but i think it's okay for me to post a part of what i have written.




So many thoughts,
I don't know where to begin,
I'll start from my heart,
and what I feel within.

I still have feelings,
which haven't changed,
because when you left me
my life was re-arranged.

I used to cry
so many times a day,
but lately those tears
have been fading away.

I am hoping that
my brighter day soon will come,
and maybe, just maybe,
I'll find that special someone.

Yes, it's been hard,
but I'm getting back my life,
I've even managed
to put away the knife.

I will find someone
who's right for me,
who loves me
and lets me be all I can be.

Yet the thought of you and him,
is tearing me apart,
because you will always have a special place
in my broken heart.

Do I still love you?
Yes, I do,
but another part of me
is getting over you.

I never thought I would say this,
but I simply have to confess,
with each and every day that goes by,
I love you less and less.

I just wanted to be with you,
but now you're gone,
and the time has come
for me to move on.

You meant so much to me,
in fact, you still do,
from the bottom of my heart,
I loved you too.

But what i can do now, is to promise you that,
Whenever you need me, ill be there.
Whenever your feeling low, ill be there.
Whenever you feel like crying, i can lend u my shoulders.
Whenever you need a listening ear, ill be one.
Whenever you need someone to talk to, ill be there.
Whenever someone bullies you, ill be there for you.


我可以.

-
With love and care forever,
Bryan.

Ps: It's not the full version. I cant write the full version, sorry.


I lol'ed. How the fuck was i so romantic last time? LOL.

Friday, June 26, 2009