The day i'll never forget.
I used to have a happy family, with my two brothers, my dad and mum.
I always quarrel with my dad, and talk back to him, and while my dad is angry with my, my mum always protects me.
She loved me the most among all her 3 kids.
When I was young, when my dad always try to punish me or hit me when i talk back to him rudely, or get bad results, my mom always try to defend me from my dad, and tell him that i will change, and be a good kid.
Every single time when i did something wrong, my mom always try to help me.
Even during O levels, when i told my dad that i don't give a fuck whether i can or cannot go into Polytechnic, my dad was so angry.
However my mom told me that i'm old enough to think whether i want to continue my studies.
She knows that i hate studying the most, and my dad always wants to me get 70's or 80's for all my test results, when my mom just said, " you pass can already."
She's the one that never ever gave me up, even when i'm scoring like fuck in poly. I even told my family that i did not wanted to continue studying in poly as i really hated to study. Only my mom "supported" me and told me that if can get through poly then good, if not, it's not the end of the world, life will still go on and she would still love me.
I remembered when i was in secondary school days, when i used to play WWE cards. Of course, i wouldn't dare to ask money from my dad to buy cards. My mom gave me money, even though she did not work and was a full housewife.
My mom is a very simple woman, she was easily contented.
Whenever she buys food for me, she would get me better food then hers, always.
Every single morning she would wake up to the market and buy my breakfast for me.
When i was in poly, i was smoking. My allowance from dad was like $10.
A packet of smokes was already about $11. My parents, of course, was against me smoking. My dad wouldn't even give me one cent to smoke.
But guess what, when i didn't have enough money to buy smokes, my mom would buy it.
YES. She would. Which parents in the world would buy something that harms her kid?
I know im a fucker. But my mom really loves me too much. To the point that even she knows that it's bad for my health, she still buys it because she loves me way too much.
Every time i stay home late, she wouldn't sleep well, and would call me every 2-3 hours in the late night to ask me what time am i coming home.
Every time i'm drunk, she would help me open the door.
Every time i'm drunk and im vomitting inside the toilet, she would wait outside my toilet and ask me whether im fine.
Every time i go to school, she would open the door for me and take my shoes, and prepare my waterbottle, and ask me whether do i got enough money to spend for the day.
Every time i take bus number 9, she would wave goodbye through the window in my room and smile.
Every time she would call me and ask me what time would i be back home from school.
I talk back to her alot, i didn't cherished her, and always would that her that she doesn't loves me as much as my 2 brothers.
But deep down in my heart i know that she loves me the most.
26th of October.
Around 7 plus in the morning.
My house phone rang.
I thought it was just the normal phone call that my mum would do and ask me what i would like for breakfast.
However it wasn't.
My oldest brother called.
He told me that mom was hospitalized and didn't know much about what happened.
I freaked out and rushed to the hospital.
I told myself it's okay, mom would be fine.
I was the first to reach CGH.
I waited at the A&E.
My family all came in a short while.
I went home to put my mother's stuff that were removed from her, her clothes, watches and etc.
When i went back, my 2nd brother was crying and told me to go listen to what the doctor is saying.
You wouldn't understand the emotional rush i was going through then.
The doctor said that my mom's heart is now depending on a ventilator.
The only thing we could do is to decide when to let her go.
My mom had a major stroke.
She could not move.
She could not talk.
She could not open her eyes.
Doctor said that there is only 2-3% chance that she would survive this, not to mention recovery.
However, we insisted, we hope for a miracle.
We decide not to let her go.
After less then a week, the doctor suddenly said that her heart is beating by itself now.
Less then a mom, my mom could tingle her hands and leg a little, and her eyes can open.
But she can't really response to us.
She can't talk.
She can't eat by her own.
After 6 months, i told myself, look on the bright side of life, even though my mom is in this state, she's still alive.
I still remembered on 25th of oct 2009, the day before the incident.
I asked her how did her and my dad met.
I also told her that, next time, i'll marry a good and pretty wife, get a new house, and live together with her and my dad.
I said don't live with either my 2 brothers, i want to take care of my mom and dad for life.
She said ok.
The reason that i wrote this is to tell my friends, or maybe my readers, if i have any-
That life is short, cherish your beloved ones, or live to regret like me. Never ever be rude to your parents, even though how much they may scold you, they always have your interest at heart.
Mommy- Hope u'll get well soon, i know you would. Maybe tomorrow you will be able to start talking to us and move around soon alright? <3
天下的媽媽 都是一样的.
bcgh signing off;
